Not too long ago, I did post an article on what is the number 1 reason people leave the company; their managers. Yup. It's because of their managers. And I thought that everything was falling into place when I switched over to this new place because of the boss. He's a believer, and not only a manager, but he's a friend to all of us. Very gila (crazy), just like us... sometimes, even more. Hahaha. I'm not complaining about him, but I'm just sad that through the current re-org that the company is going through, I will be transferred to another entity (something like a business unit) like from company 1A to company 1B. Still under company 1, but different entities, A & B. And, through this re-org, I'll be reporting to another boss come 1st Oct.
People said I'm great in adapting to changes. (I mean looking from the time I got married, then moving on to Spore in less than 4 months after marriage, then change to another job within a year here in Spore)... I mean, I'm not sure how much these changes affects me. To tell you the truth, I hate changes. Totally. Just that I have no choice, but I have to learn to embrace changes. And now with Jason about 80% busy with his classes, it's another new change for me.
In less than 3 months in the new company, I've learned that I have to switch bosses. I thought I was not affected mentally. But it did. It really did. Because, first, I was just trying to settle in to the whole new environment, and most importantly, p-e-o-p-l-e. And when just I'm about to do that, I have to go through another change. It's very rare that you get a boss who is a believer, and who walks his talks and ultimately, protects his people under him. All these 3 months I was going through hard time with customers, and internal people, he was there for us. Mentally, emotionally and most times, spiritually (He encourages us by forwarding daily Bible verses via email).
Ok, ok, I'm not complaining about the new manager, but sigh.... it's just different. Yes, I've seen the new manager, and he seems to be an ok guy, but he's more of the "work" person. Very work-oriented person.
Sometimes I question HIM, "Why me? When I just thought YOU have given me this job, the people around me, and now, another change?? It has been a trial time for me the past 3 months, and now it's like adding salt to the wound..."
I would still be at the same place. My new boss would be based in another plant. So I still get to hang out with my current colleagues and boss. I hope things don't change too fast. I'm not able to cope. And this is when, I really just give up and surrender all to Him. I can't cope up with my own strength, but I know I can with His as it's in His Word, "I can do ALL things, through Christ that strengthens me". (Phillipians 4:13) "...and those who HOPE in the Lord will RENEW their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. (Isaiah 40:31) Amen!
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