~ just the two of us ~

Going through lots of changes at work lately. A lot as in a re-org, an interview for a new project (internal transfer).. and if I get accepted, I would have to pack my bags and leave for Switzerland by mid Aug for 2 months of intensive training and do a project transfer here by Oct. All these are happening too fast. I'm only in the job for 3 months. Different. No more handling chips. But big bulky machines. So-not-my-field.

And right now, I'm just about to grasp the whole mechanical stuffs that I'm currently doing. And now, a bigger and more complex project. This will mean extra commitment, intensive working hours (not 24 hrs on call though).... but in long run, I believe, this could be the future of tomorrow's industry. Looking at the pics of the whole project scares me. It's huge. Like a monster. :P

There were thoughts in me to actually quit. (Yes, my darling hubs gave me the green light and ask me to take a break and rest in Malacca while taking my time to look for another job :D) The current stress and environment that I'm in just push that thought to me. But I guess, I shall just persevere on to see what He has in store for me.

I can only leave it to God. I'm not sure what I want. Part of me wants to stay where I am now. But another part of me wants to move on. One factor of stress will be eliminated when I move on, but there may be lots of new factors of stress that I may have when I move on. Well, I'm hoping it's purely work stress and not people stress. So I'm not sure what to pray for, but all I can say that "All to Jesus, I surrender all." Let His will be done in my life. Amen?! Thanks to my cell leader for lending me her ears and taking time to pray for me during this period.. :)

Posted in: chit chat, feelings, work on 17 July 2008 at at 5:41 pm