Matthew 5:44
But I say to you, "Love your enemies, bless (pray) those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you..."
This verse has been ringing in my head the whole day. See why. The Lord convicted me, that I should forgive, and let go. Let Him do the rest. I should not take this matter into my own hands, and not let emotions run all over me. And you know what, yes, I prayed a little prayer in my heart.. surrendering this up into His loving hands... and I felt a swoosh of relief all over me. It's like, I don't hold any grudges or "dislike" over that person. I felt convicted, that what if that person's name was written in the Book of Life a long time ago. Have I done my part in sharing the gospel to that person? Have I been a good testimony? The answer to all those questions, are sadly, No.
Sigh. But I really want to pray that this person will come to know Him in His ultimate time. That this person will know, that He is real.